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Hey Guys,Thanks beyond words for an amazing year. In case you missed anything, these were the highlights (enough links to keep you busy until 2011):HEAVY AND LIGHT 2009
January 11, 2009 at House of Blues OrlandoIntro Video - The night began with white words against black and a simple song...Atlantic City - Josh Moore & Dustin Kensrue cover Bruce SpringsteenEncore Video - The whole gang comes back out to cover The Beatles and it ends up on the front page of Spin.comLive Webcast - Thanks to SyncLive, you can still watch the show from start to finish.Photos by Andy BarronHAPPY BIRTHDAY - "It's crap unless it moves you..."OTTAWA - Jamie heads north and crosses the border w/ Zach Williams, Zach's wife, baby and band. It's TWLOHA's first-ever Canadian event.VALENTINE'S DAY DOESN'T HAVE TO SUCK - AbsolutePunk.net Live ChatAUSTRALIA / SOUNDWAVE 2009For Australia Blog - "As much as possible, across an internet and across all the oceans, we want to say that we're with you right now."Welcome to Australia Blog - "We were there in that tiny room and we're here in Australia because we believe it to be true, that people matter and that hope is real..."Photos - by Rich SullivanVideo - "Every person in every sea of people is also a story and every story matters."CONTRAST - "We might be idealists to the point of believing that a sweatshirt can be more than a sweatshirt..."TWLOHA AT RON JON SURF SHOP - "Oh and if somebody asks why TWLOHA shirts would be sold in a surf shop, tell them not to overthink it. People are always the most important thing..."TWLOHA AT SXSW - "There's 40,000 people in town for this. The busiest street is Sixth and there are these two banners on the corner of Sixth and Trinity..."Welcome to Austin - VideoAustin / SXSW - (extended) VideoMEET DAMION SUOMI - "i hope you get to live in a house that is also a gang."THREE YEARS AGO TONIGHT - "Somewhere along the way, between that night in Boca and this night where you are, our story bumped into yours.FOR VIRGINIA TECH - "Today we join them in remembering."BAMBOOZLE LEFT IN CA / THE BAMBOOZLE IN NJIT'S OKAY TO SAY REAL THINGS - "Let's make things that matter and move."FOR YOU ON MOTHER'S DAY - "If that is your dream, then please know that it's possible."SUICIDE & NEW MEDIA SUMMIT - Jamie attends in Washington DCREMEMBER - "They are the fallen and the fighting and the ones forever trying to make sense of 'home'."POSTSECRET / IN RESPONSE - "If you struggle with self-injury, you are not 'a cutter'. You are a person."A NEW VOICE: MEET KAITLYN - "Join us in encouraging others to dream, to breathe deeply, to fill their lungs with air and be fully alive..."GLASGOW MEET & GREET - Gathering for TWLOHA supporters in the UKGeorge Square @ Glasgow City Centre - 7 June 2009- "We want to say that we see the confusion."WE CAME FOR MARY - "She said she read the words 'To Write Love on Her Arms' and all she knew was that she wanted that for her sister. A funny-sounding phrase for most made all the sense in the world to her."FOREVER LOVE (collaboration w/ Forever the Sickest Kids)- "He told me once that he believed friendship might be life's greatest gift."VIDEO: PRO SURFER C.J. HOBGOOD - "There's nothing in the closest, there's nothing you're scared of..."STORY CATCHERS - "It is the difficult and the unexpected, and maybe even the tragic, that opens us up and frees us to see things in new ways."TWLOHA UNIVERSITY CHAPTERS - "Personally, i have tasted this hope and help that can only be found in community. I have known what it feels like to move from death to life..."The blog below received more comments than any other blog we posted in 2009. It's worth noting that it wasn't originally meant to be a blog - it was simply an email sent by one member of our team to another member of our team, in the middle of a painful season:YOU ARE GOING TO MOVE THROUGH THIS - "You are LOVED in ways you cannot imagine. In ways that don't depend on you..."TODAY IS WORLD SUICIDE PREVENTION DAY - "We get to guard and fight and care, for the people around us."TODAY, WE JOIN YOU IN REMEMBERING - "We can build back the buildings but we can't replace the lives that were lost on 9/11."WHAT WOULD YOU SAY AND WHAT WOULD YOU SING? (Jamie's Guest Blog for AltPress.com) - "There's room for magic and inspiration."LIVE WEBCAST FROM TWLOHA HQ W/ DAMION SUOMI, ANDY ZIPF AND THE TWLOHA TEAM - "The goal is simple: music as the vehicle, honesty in conversation, community locally and around the country (world?!)."I AND LOVE AND YOU (A mission statement by The Avett Brothers)TWLOHA INCLUDED IN MAJOR STORY: "YOUTH PUSH FOR LOUDER CONVERSATION ABOUT SUICIDE" - New York Times, Washington Post, Boston Globe, Chicago Tribune, San Francisco Chronicle...ALLIANCE OF YOUTH MOVEMENTS SUMMIT - Chris Youngblood and Jamie Tworkowski attend the 2nd Annual AYM Summit in Mexico City.VIDEO: JAMIE TALKS MTVU WOODIE AWARDS (and has a tough time introducing himself)SIDE BY SIDE, WE WALKED - "We walked for the woman on the beach who lost her brother to suicide. We walked with the family who lost their father two months ago."SOME THOUGHTS ON TWLOHA DAY - "Let's aim for how love looks and how it sounds - maybe something like humility and confidence and kindness, maybe honesty and compassion..."December 4 - 5, 2009OFF TO THE WOODIE AWARDS / THANK YOU!! - "It's my honor to represent you at the Woodie Awards tonight, to get to be there on behalf of people who struggle and people who care."VIDEO: "MUSIC FOR GOOD" CMJ PANEL - TWLOHA's Jamie Tworkowski is joined by Charity: Water's Phillip Crosby and Invisible Children's Alex Collins. Steven Smith of Fuse leads the conversation and Zach Williams brings the music. The guys talk storytelling, branding, technology, touring and more at CMJ 2009 in New York City.SOME THOUGHTS ON NATIONAL SURVIVORS OF SUICIDE DAY - "We say it matters, their story and yours, and we join you to remember. Please know that you are not alone.""I THINK I KNOW HOW AGAIN." - "She helped me open up and finally talk about what was going on in my head."TWLOHA IN FLORIDA TODAY - "We're talking about issues that tend to live in secret, so honesty is the first step..."- Your next layover at JFK, Miami or Tampa just got a little easier.UPDATES TO TWLOHA.COM- Boys Like Girls and YOU help us launch IMAlive- TWLOHA Team heads north for first-ever international MOVE Community Conference- We decide to do another MOVE during HEAVY AND LIGHT in Orlando- An NYU Film student spends more than 150 hours working on this for one of his classes and dedicates the project to a friend he lost to suicide.FOR EMPTY SEATS AND ELEPHANTS IN ROOMS AND DREAMS THAT FEEL IMPOSSIBLE - "Keep going. Keep fighting. Talk to someone. Get the help you need."HOW ABOUT 2010?- Your support helped us win $25k in Round 1. Now we have a shot at $1 Million!!AN EVENING WITH TO WRITE LOVE ON HER ARMS:- TWLOHA founder Jamie Tworkowski speaking at universities across America in February 2010. Special Guests: Musicians Zach Williams and Damion Suomi, Counselor Aaron Moore, TWLOHA Director of University Relations Denny Kolsch- IMAlive will be the first live online peer-to-peer crisis networkIn closing...We are fans of this time of year, all the fuss and wonder about midnight, that maybe things can change, maybe things can be new...From all of us at TWLOHA...Happy New Year.jamiePS: "A long December and there's reason to believe that maybe this year will be better than the last." - Counting CrowsPosted in General, Journal, Merch, Music by jamie tworkowski
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It's been a hell of a year. Here's to 2010 being even better. :)
P.S. I've been playing A Long December all day. Very fitting.
1 | Left by Rachel | Dec. 31, 2009 at 2:41pm
What a year... It's been quite a journey...
In may I stopped cutting (Thank you to my Best friend and TWLOHA). I'm not going back even if i feel hopeless sometimes. I know where my treasure is. And my God will not put me through anything i can't handle, He doesn't fail, I'm learning that... learning to trust him. Here's to eight months of freedom. I pray I have strength to keep this up through 2010.
Praying for you Jamie, :) And Rene and Everyone at TWLOHA
*hugs to everyone who is hurting tonight*
2 | Left by Em | Dec. 31, 2009 at 4:09pm
this year has been a tough one. between h.s. graduation starting college and losing people you'd never think you'd lose and all this change going on. Twloha through all of that in 09' you helped me keep hope even when i couldnt find it in myself. so, god bless all of you,jamie,renee, and the rest of you at twloha. you are amazing. happy new year <3
3 | Left by Casey | Dec. 31, 2009 at 5:09pm
January, 2009- My only New Year Resolution was to make it long enough to have the same resolution for 2010...
January, 2010- I can't believe I made it this far but TWLOHA was there every step of the way encouraging me and reminding me why I walk through all the darkness; because at some point I will reach the light.
This last year has been incredibly challenging for me and there were moments where I wasn't sure If I could make it...but I did. :]
This year my Resolution stays the same except for a small change...I'm actually looking forward to this New Year. <3
Thankyou TWLOHA.
4 | Left by Katie | Dec. 31, 2009 at 6:04pm
2009 was not a good year for me, but I'm hoping to make 2010 even better. TWLOHA is helping. Knowing that I'm not alone has helped me to finally give up self-injury after about 4 years. The new year marks 36 days of freedom. One of my new year's resolutions is to continue that freedom.
Thank you for all you do
5 | Left by Anon | Dec. 31, 2009 at 8:26pm
I have been sitting here alone on new years eve staring at the clock and dreading it reaching 12. This decade is not one I have been looking forward to. In the next while I know my journey will be rough. I decided to come on here and read this blog post. I skimmed through the blogs from the year that I hadn't read and I found so much hope. These words from the blog POSTSECRET/ IN RESPONSE really struck me.
"If you struggle with self-injury, you are not "a cutter". You are a person. You are not only your pain. You are not only wounds and scars. You are also better things. You are possibility and promise, hope and healing, daydreams, favorite books and favorite songs. You are the people that you love and the people who love you. You are hope and change and things worth fighting for. This is all your story and your story isn't over."
I constantly feel like that is how I am defined but it isn't.
Thank you for your incredible words of encouragement through these challenging past few years everyone at TWLOHA. thanks to you guys I will continue to fight and continue to let God work in me. thanks to you I have not only just made it to 2010 but I have made it here as a person with hope.
6 | Left by Kayla | Dec. 31, 2009 at 9:56pm
2009 was probably my worst year ever;hell.And it's seemed like every year gets worse.
But in 09 I also discovered TWLOHA.It has changed my life.Thank you so much,I love you guys.
Here's to 2010 being better.I hope it will be.I'm trying.
Here's to just continuing to live.
7 | Left by maria | Jan. 1, 2010 at 12:44am
Hi Jamie,
To me, 2010 seems like the light at the end of the tunnel. I have hope that this year will be better.
Peace to YOU tonight, Jamie.
-Jovie
8 | Left by Jovie | Jan. 1, 2010 at 9:44am
2009 could arguably be the best or the worst year of my life. The worst because it was the year I started cutting. Good because it was the year I found my two best friends. They have helped me through so much. I would not be here without them. 2009 was also the year I found out about TWLOHA.
~MuchLove~
9 | Left by Anon | Jan. 1, 2010 at 5:05pm
thank you for 2009. it hurt like hell, but it taught me so much. here's to 2010. <3
10 | Left by Anon | Jan. 1, 2010 at 5:15pm
Jamie, I think you left out the best highlight of 2009: You speaking at the LoveMercy Conference in Denver, CO. Thanks for taking time out of your schedule to spend some time with us youth, it really meant a lot!
11 | Left by Rachel | Jan. 1, 2010 at 10:46pm
2009 has been a fantastic year for TWLOHA. Meet and Greets in Scotland a definite highlight for me :P
I can't wait to see everything that's going to happen this year and I hope I can be part of it.
12 | Left by Kathleen | Jan. 2, 2010 at 12:38pm
it was a hard year but i am happy it is over, i am hoping 2010 will be a lot better and a lot easier. thank you twloha for hope for others. Everyone needs hope.
rest in peace.
much love to all and i hope everyone has a great year!
13 | Left by Anon | Jan. 3, 2010 at 2:27pm
Wow... What a productive year it has been for your organization!! I am so excited to be a part of your street team.
14 | Left by Ashley Betz | Jan. 4, 2010 at 5:27pm
2009 was a "intresting year" but its also the year i found twloha.... my uncle passed away and it was a hard year but 2010 WILL be better ive had 72days of not cutting myself thankyou jaime for everything i have a best friend thats helping my through it all ricky and bear if it wasnt for them i wouldnt be here right now.. thank you jaime!!!
-TAbii
15 | Left by tabitha | Jan. 8, 2010 at 11:06am
TWLOHA has had an amazing year. But they forgot to mention that they wererefered to as a source in Seventeen Magazine but i don't remember what issue it was in. Thank you Jamie for sharing Renee's story and for everything its done and thank you Renee for letting Jamie share your story. Thank you to every one who was ANYTHING to do with this!
16 | Left by Autumn | Jan. 13, 2010 at 2:25pm
TWLOHA is an amazing cause and it's truly making a difference in the lives of others <3
17 | Left by Timothy | Jan. 21, 2010 at 3:04pm
2009 was the worst year of my life. Uhmm, i started cutting last year but it got worse this year. I am 14 years old and have experienced so much this year. 13 of the closed people all died. Including my two best friends and the man who has been a father to me. I have been abused by my dad since i was four and by my brother since i was 9. When i was little my nephew raped me many times and this year i was raped by my best friend. I tried depression pills that i would steal from my dad he is also an achololic. I have tried to commit suicide. i got hooked on drugs because i didnt know what to do and i thought they might stop the pain. My mom died when i was little and i am glad she never met me i would feel like a disgrace. I feel dirty. I hope my life changes
18 | Left by casey | Jan. 21, 2010 at 6:39pm
2009 was really hard for me. I am doing a little better but not great.
My parents are getting divorced. I have had to have two serious surgeries this past year and have another in two weeks.
My best friend was cutting and drank; and that really affected me too. She is doing extremely well now though.
I have thought about killing myself before; but never actually tried. Oh, and I am in a wheelchair; always have been which sorta makes everything a little bit harder.
I lost one of my best friends this past year too.
I've been doing better, and I hope that when this divorce is over everything will be okay again and life won't make me wanna go crazy.
Thanks for having this website (:
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