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  • Jul. 27, 2010 at 9:58pm

    i am writing to tell you about a song. The song was not written by a famous artist. The band is not signed to a major label. i have listened to the song twenty times today. i listened to it three times in a row this morning, borrowed headphones plugged into a borrowed computer in a borrowed office. i cried for ten minutes straight. It is an awkward thing to be a grown-up crying in an office (especially someone else's and especially during business hours) and yet the thing i heard in the headphones came louder than the fear or shame i felt for crying. There was the sense that i was hearing something important, something that felt true to the deepest place in me. Who can say why we love something or feel something? i am certainly no authority but perhaps it starts with truth. There is something about hearing or seeing or feeling something that is true. 

    My friend Steven lives in Los Angeles. He lives with his wife Danielle and their adorable baby boy Aiden. 
    They chose Los Angeles and they remain in Los Angeles because there are songs inside of Steven. They stay also because of the people around them who not only believe in those songs, they know the cost and weight and stories of the songs.
    They live in a humble apartment that though close enough in miles, is far from Malibu and Mulholland. They have made it a home, made with things that can't be measured in square feet. It has been my privilege to get to know them over the last couple years, to learn their stories and to be loved by them. When i spend time with Steven and Danielle, i am certain that i am loved beyond anything that i could ever explain or earn or deserve. i am certain also that my friends are living a sacred story worthy of love songs and fight songs, a story rich with victory, defeat, sadness, forgiveness, laughter, depression, redemption, passion, pain and hope. 

    "Ring the Bells" is the title track on an EP that came out today. The band is called SATELLITE and my friend Steven is the singer. The song is a love song and a fight song and it is perhaps also a prayer. It is urgent and heavy and beautiful and powerful and i hope it finds you like a friend. i believe it because i 
    have seen my friend Steven talk about his wife and son without blinking. 

    You can listen to "Ring the Bells" at 
    You can buy it on iTunes HERE. 
    The lyrics are below. 

    Steven will be joining me, performing solo acoustic, 
    at Alma College in Michigan 
    on September 23.

    Peace to you tonight.
    jamie

    Find the words that make it right again
    Calling birds help you make it through the night
    It's just enough to find a way to open up again
    and learn to taste all the beauty that's inside

    Well ring the bells that lead you home
    cause the only truth i've ever known 
    is that nothing ever hurts us more than love
    so circle up your best of friends 
    and we'll celebrate the way it ends
    Atleast we live tonight
    Atleast we live tonight

    Scream out loud 
    until you feel again
    and hear the sound of how to heal an aching heart
    and those that know you most
    can help you to live again
    so keep them close
    as you're making your new start

    Well ring the bells that lead you home 
    cause the only truth i've ever known
    is that nothing ever hurts us more than love
    so circle up your best of friends 
    and we'll celebrate the way it ends
    Atleast we live tonight
    Atleast we live tonight

    The day you finally turn to dust
    and finally hear your name
    brings colors that will never fade away
    Sometimes the best all of us 
    can still break down 
    and still give up on love
    but it's never gone





    Posted in Music by jamie tworkowski

Comments (37)

Such a beautiful song.
Thank you, Jamie.



Shalom.

1 | Left by Ally C | Jul. 27, 2010 at 8:51pm


thanks for sharing this song, it's beautiful.

2 | Left by mcw | Jul. 27, 2010 at 9:10pm


Thank you for sharing this wonderful piece of art. I read the lyrics and heard the 30 second preview on iTunes and I got goosebumps. Not many songs can do that.

3 | Left by Meg | Jul. 27, 2010 at 9:18pm


That was beautiful. Thank you.

4 | Left by rebecca | Jul. 27, 2010 at 9:29pm


Profound. Spreading the word like the flu!

5 | Left by Kimber J | Jul. 27, 2010 at 9:31pm


I don't usually like songs this, but there's just something about it that makes it wonderful

6 | Left by Grace | Jul. 27, 2010 at 9:42pm


nothing ever hurts us more than love. Deep and truth!

7 | Left by Luciana | Jul. 27, 2010 at 10:12pm


I'm shaking. Literally, my body is rocking and sobs are escaping.

I've never had my brokeness realized so deeply. This song feels like healing. Thank you, so much, for sharing.

8 | Left by Monica | Jul. 28, 2010 at 7:37am


wow such a great song thanks for sharing :)

9 | Left by Lauren | Jul. 28, 2010 at 11:04am


All of their songs are amazing, I told my friend about them as soon as Ring The Bells was done playing. Thanks for telling me about the band Jamie!

10 | Left by Kateri | Jul. 28, 2010 at 1:19pm


I just bought this on iTunes and am listening to it for the first time. Loving it. So beautiful. Thank you.

11 | Left by Karrigan | Jul. 29, 2010 at 10:28am


Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful. The song is wonderful- I can almost hear the passion that went into the writing of it.

12 | Left by Kendra | Jul. 29, 2010 at 10:57am


Jamie,

Amazing song and band! The way you described the song made me think of another song that makes me feel the way that this song does. It's called 'Spit The Dark' by a non-major-label band, Empires. Both songs make me feel hopeful in the end.

Thanks again, Jamie. Hope you're doing well and enjoying life-
-Jovie

13 | Left by Jovie | Jul. 29, 2010 at 3:51pm


that is the most honest song i have heard in a while. i'll see you at Alma on the 23rd.

14 | Left by Vince joy | Jul. 29, 2010 at 4:58pm


Just heard the song. It's beautiful. Thank you.

"At least we live tonight"

15 | Left by Aura | Jul. 29, 2010 at 10:01pm


I've been hurting a lot lately. A lot of pain, a lot of anxiety, and a whole lot of depression. I just listened to this song for the first time and I can't help but cry.

I often isolate myself when I'm feeling most alone. For months nobody knows what is going on with me, and this song reminded me that I can't get through this alone, and that the best thing I can do for myself is surround myself with the people who love me.

If I don't make it through the day tomorrow without cutting or binging, then at least tonight I'll have loved and lived. One day at a time, right? Thanks for the hope. Seems like that's all I have these days.

16 | Left by Maggie | Jul. 30, 2010 at 12:40am


I was literally sitting here, alone, crying; from understanding, and relating.

To be honest, if I wasn't on the street team, if I didn't read your blog, & if I didn't believe in TWLOHA, I'd be one messed up freshman.

You have changed me. Thank you.

17 | Left by Julia | Jul. 30, 2010 at 6:55pm


I listened to the album straight through, cried, and wrote my wife the first true love letter of our three year marriage. The music will break you...and restore you.

18 | Left by matt | Aug. 2, 2010 at 8:02am


Thank you, Jamie. I was losing hope, and that just gave me so much more. That was the most beautiful thing I have read in awhile. Thank you for making me cry. Thank you for making me open myself.

19 | Left by Chloe | Aug. 2, 2010 at 4:32pm


at least we live tonight.

20 | Left by jennifer | Aug. 3, 2010 at 7:40pm


Yorur song is so beautiful. I've listened to it like 7 times in a row now haha. It's really good and when I look at the lyrics it makes the song even more beautiful for me.
Good job!

21 | Left by Lily S. | Aug. 4, 2010 at 2:10pm


so beautiful and honest and true. it hurts and heals my heart at the same time. thanks for sharing.

22 | Left by Terrie | Aug. 8, 2010 at 12:52am


This is truly, a beautiful song. Thank you, Jamie.

23 | Left by Kirsten R. | Aug. 8, 2010 at 11:53am


that's really amazing. moving, inspiring.

24 | Left by Tori | Aug. 8, 2010 at 3:41pm


Wow - that is a very beautiful song.
Thank you for sharing.

25 | Left by Kato | Aug. 9, 2010 at 11:40am


it's so beautiful and so full of truth that it makes me cry

26 | Left by Sofia | Aug. 10, 2010 at 5:17pm


Incredibly moving, thank you for the suggestion and keep them coming!

27 | Left by Dillon James | Aug. 13, 2010 at 11:12pm


thanks so much for introducing me to this band! amazing music and incredibly touching and honest lyrics.

28 | Left by Terrie | Aug. 14, 2010 at 9:52pm


I downloaded this song a few weeks ago and listened to it hundreds of times since. I recently started cutting again and I'm listening to this song right now and it's bringing out every emotion I had been replacing with self-injury.

29 | Left by Danielle | Aug. 16, 2010 at 9:09pm


Rarely do I purchase music. My brother loves the stuff and has vast libraries. Randomly I stumbled across this website, after closer look and a peaked interest came to this song. Immediately I got onto Itunes and brought the album. It touches a chord few are able to. You could say it took me back to a reality I have long tried to avoid. The truth.

30 | Left by Macca | Aug. 19, 2010 at 10:55am


Thanks so much for this! Words can't describe how this make me feel...other than loved & unforgotten

31 | Left by Lisa | Aug. 21, 2010 at 12:10pm


wow . ,
this song is b e a u t i f u l !
i have listened to it over and over .
i have cryed each time .
idk why ?
but this song hit's my saddness & happiness till i cry it out of me .
i love it , & just purchased it . (:

32 | Left by Emma | Aug. 22, 2010 at 2:06pm


this was played on this week's episode of One Tree Hill!!! i was soooo ecstatic to hear it getting love on tv, congrats!

33 | Left by Edri | Oct. 1, 2010 at 7:21pm


wow this song is so pretty. it made me cry
another reallly good one is your not alone by saosin. the words are great.

34 | Left by hannah | Oct. 27, 2010 at 6:48pm


I wanted to cut today. And yesterday. And everyday before that for atleast a year...
But Jacie, my most amazing friend ever, showed me this song.
And now, instead of cutting up my arm with FML and other crap, I'ma get a sharpie and write love...
Thank you...
Beautiful song :)

35 | Left by Alexsis | Nov. 12, 2010 at 3:38pm


Honestly, I don't care for the beat/rhythm. But the words are so powerful that it doesn't matter

36 | Left by Stephanie | Feb. 11, 2011 at 4:12pm


this is amazing. i was all ready crying, this is my first time visiting this site, but im sobbing now. thank you. music is the best thing in the world, it and love are the only things that can heal me

37 | Left by Briana | Mar. 12, 2011 at 4:40pm

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